Sad and struggling?
I don't want to write those things. I'm fed up of myself and my bleak thoughts manifesting in writing.
I want to be light and positive and thrilled to be here. I'm aware of how wonderful life is and how lucky I am to have a chance to live it, especially being so blessed. I am thankful for that... really I am!
So i just want you to know although I feel weak in this life I also see the beauty it offers. I see it, I do. One day I will make myself better.